A little spot

So if you all read AM comment on GD latest post you will know and this will be no news to you. But just in case the little hint did not sink in, here a latest update about me. *Woah, something is actually happening in my life, who would have guessed?!?*
OK. So here it is.
There is a little spot in my uterus. And growing, growing, growing and growing. Until sometime in August. Then that little spot should hopefully have developed well and is all set to "stand on its own two feet". We hope.

Happy Birthday KH!

I hope you have a lovely birthday. You're a good friend and I'm glad to know you. Also, you better pop out another kid before you get too old! Ha! Just kidding...sort of. :P

Calling All Freuds

I had some strange and stressful dreams late last night/early this morning. Among them, was a dream in which I was at a party at a friend from elementary school's house with my parents, Baby Diva, Geeky, and a good looking guy. At the party, Geeky said that she'd found some of my blog posts "disturbing" and that she didn't think she wanted to be my friend anymore. She said that she'd felt that way for quite some time. It was clear at the party that I was unwanted, unwelcome, annoying, and selfish.

My parents left early with The Girl and I received a call that she was sick. I couldn't find my way out of the house. When I did, I started back to my parents' house, on foot, and in a snowstorm. I heard my parents yelling my name, to get in the car, as they'd come back to pick me up. By that time, I was already on my way and decided to keep pushing forward. I lost the path. I turned back around towards my parents' car. By the time I'd reached the car, the girl's health was fading fast and it was all my fault for trying to do it "my way".

I don't remember anything after that. I think, perhaps, I woke up.

Needless to say, I've been feeling a bit stressed lately. Strangely, the source(s) of my stress, wasn't (weren't) even in my dreams.